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Sometimes, in the middle of class, I panic, and think I can’t do it. My sensei always seems to catch me when that look crosses my face and he says, “Susan, you can do it.” Or “Have courage.” Or “Be brave.” Which then triggers tears that I hold back – because it’s not considered Budo – or martial to cry on the mat – and I’ll be damned if I’m going to break that man-code.
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Yesterday my teacher, Hans Goto Sensei said, we train to prepare ourselves for the unusual, to face things bravely, to see clearly.
Those are a few of the reasons I continue to train. And…
I strive to be elegant and skilled, to master not just my mind and body, but my emotions, fears and feelings. In so many ways I’m really far away from any kind of self-mastery right now.
Case in point. I just did a run through for “the test” on Sunday and the two black belts I was training with said I was timid. This pains me. I’m not a timid person. I’ve run my own business for over 25 years and have taught thousands of people, everyone from CEOs to celebrity chefs, rock stars to reality TV contestants, entrepreneurs, authors, speakers, coaches and consultants to speak up and not to take guff from anyone – to prepare for media interviews for Oprah, 60 Minutes, The Today Show, Howard Stern, Bill O’Reilly, NPR etc. Tough shows with little room for error or timidity.
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I live by it. Or rather, I’m living into it. But, for whatever reason, I haven’t been able to translate those skills that I use in business onto the mat.
When I told my sweetie, Will, that I was called “timid” he said, “You’re not a timid person. Timid is a character thing. You’re just a little hesitant when it comes to Aikido. Hesitancy can be overcome with practice.”
This gave me heart.
Because I have a second motto I live by: Keep training.
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It’s not easy being bad at something. But it’s how we all start. And sometimes the awkwardness and ineptitude doesn’t dissipate for quite a while.
Whether it’s creating a blog post or doing a coaching call or creating a website or speaking in front of a group, or singing to a crowd, or writing a book, or doing a sketch, or cooking a cake, or flying a plane, or raising a child, or starting a relationship, beginnings can be awkward, uncomfortable, frustrating, and fearful.
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Eventually, it gets easier. Sometimes, like in my case with Aikido, microscopically.
Seriously, it’s been 5 years already.
Though now most of the time I don’t get super nervous and trembley going to classes, I still get pangs of angst. But it’s nothing like the first year where anxiety made my stomach lurch just thinking about training. And every night I’d go through a tedious negotiation with myself in my head for hours about whether to train or not. I’ve wasted so much time flipping back and forth in that limbo.
Then, if I decided to go I’d be, on the mat sitting seiza (proper Japanese sitting position on your knees), watching intensely as Sensei demonstrated a technique several times from different angles, slowly, precisely, smoothly. By the time we paired off to train I’d have forgotten how to start, or where to move my feet, overwhelmed by all the steps.
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No matter how much I paid attention or strategized – watching on the feet first only for example, it wouldn’t stick.
Now, while I often still have to think about which foot to move first, some if it has become automatic. Not a lot, but enough to stave off all despair of becoming proficient.
One last thing, the most important, actually. Even through the frustration and pain and anxiety, Aikido makes me feel alive like nothing else. No matter how crabby or worried I am when I step onto the mat, I leave feeling uplifted and joyful. Crazy, but true. My teacher, Hans Goto Sensei is so skilled, patient, good-natured and joyful himself, he transmits that directly, to all of us, in every class. In him, I see what is possible.
And I see what is possible in you too. I want to give a shout out to those of you who are doing the hard things, day after day, month after month, year after year. Because it gets better, even if it’s microscopically. Even if it’s painful, angst ridden and agonizingly slow. And you get better too. This I know for sure.
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